Me today.

20160728_072026looking forward to a 365 day transformation of me.

My war room

20160728_072313my war room. Pray with me for peace.. love and change


I have been praying everyday and every night. Praying for peace, Praying for answers and praying for change. My prayers are inspired by the movie the WAR ROOM. If you never watched the movie you should. Stay Tuned for a picture of my WAR ROOM. Today was a good day. My Cousin Anthony was so kind to me today. He stopped by and helped fix up my house. I am forever grateful for his generosity and kindness. My house is coming along. Thanks to the help of Family and Friends. God Bless! GHD

Peace, Love and Happiness

Good morning Everyone,

I am currently on a roller-coaster ride feeling good some days and sad some days. I have to find my way back to happiness. The best way I can explain how I am feeling right now is like a present that is wrapped with premium wrapping paper and a fancy bow. The recipient is excited to receive it and can’t wait to open it. Unfortunately, when they open it, its empty inside. No gift, no surprise, no note, no explanation for the empty box. Praying that one day son, something will magically appear in the box. My prayer to God Today. Keep me in perfect peace. Watch over my boy and help him transition and do well with this move. Allow the right words to come out of my mouth, because life in death appears in the power of the tongue. I want to say Thank you to God for the roof over my head. My strength thus far and for my continued strength, peace and love. We shall talk soon. I have an exercise training session tonight and looking forward to getting back to my exercise routine. With Love GHD!


THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD IS A BREAK UP WITH A CHILD INVOLVED. MY SON IS A CAUSALITY OF WAR RIGHT NOW. Myself is his father are no longer together and he is feeling the raft. I pray to God that he hears my prayers and help my son not only get through this transition but he gets through it UNSCARED. I would do anything to take away his pain. I see it in his eyes. I feel it in my soul. He tells me when I ask him to just talk to me. All he wants is for me and his Dad to be OK. I remain silent, afraid I might say the wrong word and further his pain. So I do the only thing that I knw how to do PRAY. We I have a difficult moment with my son where my words fail me. I say LET’s Pray. I know that God will hear our prayers and he is going to help us through this transition. Pray for us world. We need your prayers. If anyone want to share a word on how I can help him get through this, my ears are open. Thank you in advance for yours prayers. GHD!

The Magic

Do any of you know the book the Magic. I am trying to put myself through this 365 day transformation of the mind, body and soul. If you have any suggestion on what I should read to do that, just let me know. The Magic is by Rhonda Byrne. She also wrote the book the Secret which some of you may know about. I am starting day one today. I love this quote. “By this means you will acquire the glory of the whole world”. The Emerald Tablet (CIRCA 5,000-3,000 BC)

Gratitude is everything and I want to practice having more Gratitude. Rhonda Byrnes, wrote this in her book the Magic. You should get the book. “May The Magic open up a new world for you, and bring you joy for your entire existence. That is my intention for you, and for the world.” I am on Day 1.

“Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.” Roald Dahl (1916-1990) WRITER

“Whoever has will be given more, and he will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him.” From the Holy Bible. Explained by Rhonda Byrne; “Whoever has gratitude will be given more, and he or she will have an abundance. Whoever does not have gratitude, even what he or she has will be taken from him or her. So pray with me as I go through this 28 Day practice of gratitude. Through my 365 day transformation. I will be doing this practice, exercising, praying and getting my mind right everyday. My only wish is that you pray for me and my son. Love you, GHD is Back :-)

My Story

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Sunday July 24, 2016

Hello To my couple of followers that I have so far. I will be writing to you again. I am going through a little transition right now and I have my high periods and my low periods. When a person decides to be brave enough to tell their personal story it cleanse their soul. I have to be honest with you and say that I am cleansing my soul because I know that at this point in time very few people are listening. I am hoping though that I might help one person and if one person is saved by hearing my story then maybe they will share their story and help someone else and the goodness will go on forever. I will start by telling you the relationship I had FOR MORE THEN half my life is OVER.

I am in pain but I know that this too SHALL PASS! I will begin the whole story tomorrow and hopefully I will be brave enough to tell the truth and nothing but the truth. I need to go to sleep now in order to get up in time for my book club and some cleaning. I will post pictures, to go along with everything that I am telling. Smooches The Grey Head Diva is back. GHD!

Advice to young girls

If I could provide any advice to a young girl out there. Please wait until you are married to have sex. Although plenty of marriages have ended in divorce. I believe that people care about you more when they have committed to spending the rest of their life with you. You dont want to bring another life into a situation where you are not married. Praying for the best for my son.

Pray that today gets better for me

Its been a long time. I am back and promise to write everyday. So I am going through a transition and praying i come out on the other side. I am sitting in Family court right now wondering how did i get here. Asking for your prayers. Because prayers work. I sad right now. Experienicing complete sadness. My vice is usually shopping or a nice chai tea latte. Cant do either right now. More later about my life. Just say a prayer. Love you guys for listening.